Spirit of Marriage

I was doing my usual blog hopping when one of my bloggers talked about a topic that is near and dear to my heart. No, not sex (although that is mentioned a teensy tiny bit in her post), but the importance of making time for our spouses. It made me think about how I felt when Del was working those long hectic crazy life threatening hours for our family.

When Del was a manager at GameStop he was literally going into work at 7am and not getting off work until 1-2AM in the morning. The days off he was supposed to have many times didn’t happen because someone would call off, and there was no one else to call to come in. (I understand that is the life of a manager for many places of business in our world today—don’t get me started for the whole problems in our work force issue!) I already mentioned that I was concerned about a possible marital affair that he may have been having for a very short period of time.

During that time in our life though, I literally was feeling like the spirit of our marriage was dying. We weren’t able to stay as connected as we were for the first five years of our marriage. We would try like crazy to schedule time to be together just the two of us, but there really was no time to be had. I literally was juggling the kids so much all day long that from the time they went to bed until 2-3AM I was doing blog work. I would also be doing housework. Del would be so tired he could barely keep his eyes open.

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There was no time to have heart to heart talks. We didn’t have time to really enjoy our sex life at all. With each passing day, I found I was keeping more and more from him because I didn’t want to add to his stress levels. I stopped telling him about the kids and things happening here.

Come to find out he was keeping things from me too. A MAJOR issue, he had a heart attack. He didn’t tell me because he didn’t want me to worry about him even more than I already was. I was furious to say the least that he decided to keep this detail from me.

The whole reason it came out is because his chest pains wouldn’t go away. His stress level couldn’t get regulated while he was working these long hours and not getting the help he needed. It was HORRIBLE. I felt for him each day. I started venting to my in-laws. My father-in-law surprised me and stated that he agreed that things needed to change because Del was missing out on so much, and he could see that things were not working for everyone involved.

He talked it over with Del about gaining our authority and doing team driving again on our own terms this time. That was music to my ears even if it did mean I would be without Del for overnight trips that they may have to take. However, I knew that I’d have Del home with us at least two solid complete days a week to be a family and that is a lot more than what I was getting with him working as a manager at GameStop. Plus it’s also a lot less stressful for him.

It was like pulling teeth to get Del to take the flying leap of faith with me. I had to put my wife foot down, (which I don’t put it down often so it will remain to have a powerful impact when I do it.) I told him flat out that money will NEVER matter to me more than he does. I would rather live in a cardboard box with him than live in a mansion without him.

Immediately after he made his final decision to quit, I could see that we were on the track to gaining the spirit of our marriage back. We were one unit again working on a goal. When he was working for GameStop it literally felt like he was trying to tackle that project 100% on his own, and that was killing me inside. (Especially since I have many years of management under my belt too, and I was itching to take over his job!)

He is now doing a lot better, but there are still days when things don’t go like they should and I have to worry. However, he’s home a lot more and we’re able to spend more time together again. We have our date nights back. We have our family time together again. Most importantly, we have our spirit of connection back in our marriage.

I shared all of this in hopes that if you are the work alcoholic that you will make sure that you include your spouse in your journey. Take the time to spend with them. Talk to them about what you’re dealing with and what you’re up against. If you can break that cycle! You only get one life to live!

If you’re married to a work alcoholic, then I can’t tell you how to fix it per say. However, I can tell you that when I was keeping my home fires burning more, it was really hard for Del to stay away as long. Also make home a place for him to be able to relax.

Has your spirit of marriage remained intact through the years all the time? 

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Crystal

I'm Crystal. I'm married to Dale, and mother to Johnny. Some might say that my life is perfect because I get to do all the cliché wife things like cooking, cleaning, and decorating - but there's more! I also have many hobbies including needlework (crochet), sewing, and reading. My son's education is important, so we homeschool him together.

14 comments on “Spirit of Marriage”

  1. Um…I had to get my husband to see his family in a different light and see them as real people and stop putting their needs before his and mine. Like all of the time. It was ruining our marriage. I can see how a workaholic spouse would ruin a marriage since your never had any time with them. I am glad that things are better for you now.

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    • I’m glad that you were able to get your husband to finally see you as a family. I can understand why he may have gotten into that mode though. (Del and I are both guilty of doing that when we work for someone else.) It’s not easy trying to juggle work and family life in our society today at all.

  2. Thanks so much, Crystal, for sharing my post. Wow, that is quite an ordeal you and your husband have gone through. I’m so glad you’ve been able to work out a better situation for both of you and your family.

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    • I’m glad God provided the way for us to be able to get back on track again. He continues to bless us even more with each passing day. I know I couldn’t have continued on the path we were on for much longer.

    • It definitely is! I don’t see how trucker’s wives or military wives handle it for the long haul. My husband is a trucker again, but him nor my father-in-law will agree to take a load that has them gone more than two nights in a row now unless I can schedule to be with him.

  3. It’s hard when you’re married to a work a holic. My husband works 7 days a week even though he has a 9-5 Mon-Fri job. He just feels like he can’t keep up so he works on his off time as well.

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    • It’s never fun that’s for sure. I wouldn’t have minded him working 7 days a week if he was actively involved with his family at least 4-5 hours out of the day. However, that never happened! 🙁 I hope that your husband makes it a point to be an active member of your family despite working 7 days a week. (I, too, work 7 days a week too, but I make sure that I spend two hours with my kids in active engagement with them and at least 1-2 hours with my husband unless I get slammed with a huge work load. Even then, we make sure that we’re in the same room together after the kids go to bed. He does his gaming while I work. So, it works for us.)

  4. Thanks for this post, marriage is difficult in itself, but adding work, kids and life makes it even more work. My husband recently worked 9 hour shifts, 6 days a week. It was almost as if the kids didn’t have a dad and me a husband. Well, he has left that job and is now working a 9-5 with weekends off.

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  5. I’m the workaholic in our marriage and one of the things I have done is to agree to take weekends off. I’ve also been trying to work late afternoons/evenings so I can have more time with my family. My working a lot really hasn’t been an issue in our marriage as much as a family issue. My working is a necessity since my husband is out of work.

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  6. I feel something that so many married couples tend to forget is that marriage takes constant work. It is all too easy to let ourselves get caught up in everyday life and allow our relationship to fall by the wayside. In our home we try to make it a point to connect and talk to one another throughout the day, as well as after the kids go to sleep. It isn’t perfect, but we are both happy.

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  7. While I wouldn’t call my husband a workaholic, as he does not want to go all of the time, being a railroad wife is tough. He gets 7 days- 2 weekend days and 5 week days- per month to take. If he takes more than 2 in a 2-week pay period, it starts costing our family money. So taking planned days off is very hard, and we rarely have time off together, as we work opposite schedules.

    It was okay when I was a SAHM with my daughter, but now that I’ve gone back to an 8-5 accounting job and my daughter is in Pre-K, it feels like we are meeting each other coming and going.

    We will celebrate our 7-year anniversary in August, and I have been considering staying home again. I miss my time with my hubby 🙁 It feels like we have definitely lost something in our marriage these last couple of years.

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    • Lauren,

      Why don’t you work from home as an accountant? There are PLENTY of jobs in that line of work. (I have an associates degree in accounting, but I find I would rather doing the blogging business more. However, I can do bookkeeping and such, but I haven’t really pursued it.) I see all kinds of accounting job openings working from home from honest top companies. Just an idea.

      I can’t imagine having my husband gone that much. We may get on each other’s nerves from being together as much as we are, but we don’t survive well apart from each other at all.

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