Paranoid Mother…

Zeva had her doctor visit this morning because I’ve been a paranoid mother when it comes to her. She had been extra fussy for the past week and a half. She went from being a baby who barely cried to one who spends most of the day crying unless she’s in my arms or Daddy’s. I have spoiled her from day one and probably just made her so spoiled that she believes she has to be in my arms or Daddy’s. I had to be sure she is okay. The pregnancy was hard and she was born with a fever, so when she started becoming extremely fussy and VERY impatient, I thought there may had been something wrong with her. I’m glad to know I was just being paranoid and I just overly spoiled her. Now the trick is how do I back off and keep her from going into hysterics when I don’t come immediately?? I know I probably won’t back off until she’s a bit older. She only grows up once, and I am so grateful that I get to be a part of this time in her life.

I’m hoping that everything goes well tomorrow and we get something that I’ve longed for YEARS!!!! If everything comes through, I’m going to be the happiest person on earth tomorrow. I’ve had quite a few happy days in the past four years. I feel so richly blessed!! So, I’m keeping my fingers crossed and praying hard that it comes through… I’m trying not to jinx it and say what it is. When it happens, I’ll be one picture taking fool.

Today has flown by!!! Even though it has, I don’t have much to say. Del has been on the go all day long, and is just now slowing down. Zeva has been trying to fall asleep all day long, and every time she went to fall asleep something would happen to jolt her awake again. She’s like me, it takes her a while to fall asleep, but once she does she’s out cold. (At least until she gets hungry again.)

Well, I’ve rambled enough. Hopefully, I’ll have pictures tomorrow. 🙂




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I'm Crystal. I'm married to Dale, and mother to Johnny.Some might say that my life is perfect because I get to do all the cliché wife things like cooking, cleaning, and decorating - but there's more! I also have many hobbies including needlework (crochet), sewing, and reading. My son's education is important, so we homeschool him together.

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