My Scare..

I did my midterm, but I honestly don’t think I did well on it at all. However, I have been surprised in the past about what I knew without realizing I knew it. So, I am praying that was the case last night too.
Zeva freaked me out big time this morning!! First off, she didn’t get me up between 6-6:30am like she normally does. Considering she didn’t sleep much yesterday or last night, I just rolled over and checked on her and she was fine, so I recurled up with Del. Well, at 7:40am I decided it was time to actually get out of bed and check on her. When I did, I looked at her and she was wide eyed and didn’t move at all, and she didn’t acknowledge me at all….I was scared to death!!! When I picked her up, it took her a while to come out of her little trance she was in. I don’t know what all that was about, but it still has me shaken up. She’s been acting normal otherwise this morning. I’m paranoid when it comes to her to start with. When she does things like that it just adds to my fear. She is due to go to the doctor again within the next week or so. So, some of my fears should be put to rest. I hope so at least. Of course, she is the first baby that I’ve gotten to really be actively involved in watching them grow. (My other two, I was back at work by this time and was working more than I was doing anything else and enjoying time with them was near impossible. I’m praising God that I get to be with Zeva and the boys everyday.)
I can’t tell if my weight loss is going well now or not. Del claims that I’m not regaining anything. I certainly hope he’s right. My size 16’s are loose. I haven’t fallen off the band wagon lately. (Of course, it’s pretty easy to do when there’s no temptations in the house.) Plus the kids and I have been enjoying the great outdoors as much as possible with walks through the woods and trying to get Little Del able to ride his bike. As long as I’m able to button my jeans with ease, then I know I’m at least maintaining the weight loss I have lost. I had to get more active on to keep me on track. That is a wonderful free tool that has helped me so much. Del can always tell when I have gotten off of using it, and even encourages me to go back to being active on it.
Well, I don’t have much else to say at this point. The day is still early though too. 🙂 Hope this finds you having a good day.




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I'm Crystal. I'm married to Dale, and mother to Johnny.Some might say that my life is perfect because I get to do all the cliché wife things like cooking, cleaning, and decorating - but there's more! I also have many hobbies including needlework (crochet), sewing, and reading. My son's education is important, so we homeschool him together.

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