Tomorrow is marking 39 weeks on this journey for us. I never dreamed she’d make it this long in me since she has been pushing and prying her way out of me (or at least that’s what it felt like) for MANY weeks. I am starting to wonder if she’ll make it until her due date (whichever is truly her due date…December 14th or December 20th.) I feel utterly confused about her due date to this day since it has changed so many times throughout the pregnancy. Not to mention, the way she’s acting and growing is so unique.
I am so utterly moody it’s rather scary. My youngest is avoiding me, when normally he’s always attached to me. However, every little thing is getting on my nerves. Yet, I can’t handle them being away from me. I wish there was a happy medium for my horomones. I have been having to take naps the last two days too.
I also feel like my brain has up and left me. I couldn’t do my school work to save my life this week, and I feel utterly guilty as all get out. However, I’m praying to still be able to bring in enough points to pass these classes. They say that pregnancy makes our brains not work right, and boy if that isn’t true the last month!!
My boys are getting excited for Christmas. We got our tree started, but we haven’t finished decorating it yet. I hope to get the chance to finish it tomorrow night. Of course, I’m hoping that Zeva comes on the date I wanted her to show up (which is tomorrow.) I have a thing about the number 7 and 17. 🙂
I hope this finds you doing well. I’d love some comments too!! Tell me what your thinking, and if your ready for Christmas, please. Also, did you lose your mind when you were pregnant??
